Wednesday, April 27, 2011

VACATION!

22.-26.04.2011
The 10 hour bus trip to Dar es Salaam passed rather quickly with naps and music. Spent the night in Dar and proceeded to take the ferry to Zanzibar. What a paradise! Two days and nights passed with a flash getting lost in the windy small alleys of stone town, swimming, and hanging out with Rasta’s on a boat trip to a sand bank. The water was turquoise and the warmest I’ve ever swam in. Sold my soul to Zanzibar J Dar Es Salaam… not so much :D Spent our last day there just walking about. It was alright, but possibly the first place I’ve ever visited where I couldn’t see myself living under any circumstance. But Zanzibar on the other hand… Amazing!






 


A FULL DAY OF HEARINGS

20.04.2011
Five kids had court dates today. I accompanied the smallest ones, Elias and Federis. Finally met their mother (the eleven and eight year old I mentioned earlier). They automatically got a new court date to get more time for gathering information. At Mahabusu the mother agreed to take the younger one home, but wants Federis to go to Mbeya, a correctional boarding school. She has HIV and feels that she cannot cope with the disturbed eleven year old. In my opinion Mbeay is not the place for him though and I convinced the director to propose a children’s home with trained psychologists on staff instead at the next hearing.
Monica was released, but it was agreed that she stay in Mahabusu until we can make further arrangements. She lives far away in Dodoma and has no money for her return. The government doesn’t seem to take cases like hers where the family isn’t even aware of her imprisonment into account. They provide no monetary assistance for transfers. Even if they did the kids would have to travel alone. We’ll be in touch with Amani children’s center to see if they can be of help.
Imma, a onetime convictive who ran away from Mbeya and was caught only a year after, had his case in the higher court. The police officers laughed at the sight of the familiar face. James, a houseboy whom after demanding his wages of six months got accused of raping the family’s daughter, also got a new court date on the account of the doctor’s absence who is supposed to provide evidence for the accusation. This doctor hasn’t yet shown up within the four months James has been in Mahabusu. The accusing family’s mother is also a doctor…

PROTEIN FOR BREAKFAST

19.04.2011
Had a bowl and a half of cereal before noticing it was crawling with tiny bugs that had made the packet their home… Yummy…  I’m happy to inform that even though I again paid a visit to the fabric market I left with nothing! How extraordinary :D This strength of character appeared at exactly the right time as I test packed my bag in the evening and came to find out that it weighs a modest 44 kg… 46kg allowed in two bags so luggage shopping it is.

Monday, April 18, 2011

FAIL!

18.04.2011
Perse perse perse L Nothing further.

FESTIVITIES

16.04.2011
We had an early going away party at Mahabusu. We had baked apple pie and chocolate cake, brought in popcorn and marshmallow’s and made Pilau (a local celebratory dish) together with the boys. Played “darts” and a game of catch with water balloons which was hilarious. After the boys got to have a water balloon war and I’ve never seen them laugh so much. Once it got dark the dancing begun, with the classroom light by candles. These 18 boys aged between 8 and 17 totally left us in their shadow’s with their moves on the dance floor :D We had gotten special permission to stay until 19, but the director decided to continue the party until 20 and told me as we were leaving that he had no idea the boys liked to dance so much. From now on he’ll let them dance for a bit every weekend J
Happy birthday to me tomorrow! We ditched the kids and later made our way to town. What a great night!

COURT

15.04.2011
We waited anxiously outside of the courthouse for Mohamedy’s name to be called. It was his sixth court appearance and last time the judge said he would most likely be released next time; as he had said three times already. Mohamedy was sure this time it would happen. As he stood in front of the secretary listening to his case description his face dropped as he was told the case would be postponed for two weeks as the magistrate was somewhere else on other business; as he has been twice before as well. How frustrating! All the cases scheduled for today got postponed because the judge wasn’t there. How is it even possible to schedule something for a day when nothing can happen? This is the perfect example of why everything takes soooooo long here. There’s no organization and people work with the speed on turtles. Argh. Either these kids aren’t picked up for court at all, the judge decides not to show up, the accuser never appears, the reasons are endless, but one fact never changes: the kids are spending pointless time locked up that won’t be deducted from the time of their sentence. One year waiting and three serving your sentence, for example, that’s four years of not going to school, not seeing your family, growing up knowing nothing about the world outside mostly because your parents did not take responsibility but rather dumped you behind bars. One less mouth to feed…

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

FOOTBALL!

13.04.2011
Based on yesterday I continued a previous lesson on violence with the boys and had a good hour long conversation. After that we carried mattresses into the classroom where they lay as I read them stories that had lessons about different values and morals like honesty, resilience and forgiveness.
We built two football goals and they were ecstatic! Some of the wood is crooked and the nails come out of the wrong places, but they made them with their own hands and the goals turned out great! Good game afterwards. Can’t quite keep up but they always take it easy on the teacher :D

THE BEST AND THE WORST

12.04.2011
Two boys escaped from Mahabusu during the weekend. Regan was caught again on Saturday night and received a beating as punishment for his actions. He was still so sore yesterday morning that he asked me for painkillers.
This morning started horribly. I walked in as usual and was met with the scene of a proper beating of Anderson, the other boy who had escaped and had now been caught. All of the other 17 kids sat around watching as the night guard repeatedly whipped the 14 year old with a long thick rope. The others were also made to hit him as payback for the beatings they endured on the night of his escape. Anderson was also forced to do pushups on his fists on the concrete. The guard in turn made him lay on the ground on his stomach as he whipped his bum and stand up straight while lashes hit him all over his body as he yelled provoking and insulting things. Naturally I couldn’t bare to watch and only saw a part of this as I walked back and forth through the concrete square. I couldn’t do anything to stop it either which was disturbing. It was like watching a scene from a documentary about slavery. The other boys were laughing and found this quite amusing. They all go through it many times in their lives and because of this don’t seem moved by another’s suffering. It’s their reality. Beating starts from the home with children as young as 1 years old. Of course this was nothing compared to the slaps. Finally I got the Mama to interfere. Anderson was running around crying from pain, trying to avoid the hits with the guard closely behind him. As he came close to the entrance the Mama pushed him behind her and the show was over. The boy was taken to the office for a talk and was shaking like a leaf.
I’ve been very aware of the beatings, but this is the first time I witnessed one personally. Usually places with volunteers follow a strict rule of no hitting while there are mzungy volunteers around as it would drive them away. I was surprised the guard didn’t stop as soon as I came. Nevertheless it was the most horrible thing I’ve ever seen. Even more horrible than what the next hour brought.
Baraka got his punishment of 6 hits at the adult prison and a friend and I had agreed to drive him home to his grandfather as he had been threatened he would not be welcome at home anymore after stealing 120 Euros and a cell phone from home. That’s big money for a poor farmer. On the way we ran into an accident sight. A little child of maybe 5 or 6 lay on the ground in a pool of blood. A hit ‘n run. Someone didn’t even have the decency to stop and take responsibility. My friend did clear the issue up for me and explained that if you hit someone and stop, the people around will badly beat you up or kill you as well so it’s safer to drive a bit further on and sent for help, then go to the police. Don’t know if this lowlife did or not. The accident had happened an hour ago so there was nothing we could do to help. The scene was surrounded by villagers and the child was partly covered with a cloth soaked in blood. I don’t know if the impact killed the little one, but even if it hadn’t the chances of getting to a hospital early enough with internal injuries from that little village are slim. There are no ambulances so the only way to transport a wounded person is in a civilian’s car. Apparently it is not hard to find one though. Everyone cares for each other and is willing to help. Although the situation was obvious, there was nothing to be done, I couldn’t help wondering if we should have gone closer to check the pulse etc. I could have given CPR… but with that amount of blood and in that time frame there was no way a child of that age could have survived. Still…. maybe if we’d gotten there earlier…
Took Baraka to have lunch at my friends dad’s hotel and he was so excited about the food. He finished his meal and our leftovers as well. I would have too if I’d have eaten pretty much nothing but beans for months. We drove deep into the mountain on windy, rocky roads, no place for anything but a four wheeler, to Baraka’s grandfather’s home. He was extremely stunned to see the boy. After some convincing he agreed to take him back on the condition that he would be out on one more stupidity. My friend gave the grandfather his phone number to contact him if he was about the throw Baraka out so he doesn’t end up on the streets. I got their number to make check up calls while I’m still in the country. No one to follow-up after I leave so we can just hope for the best. Baraka’s a good boy and told the other boys at prison as well how much he regrets what he did so I hope things will return to normal at the little mud house in the middle of the trees.
  

After the long anticipated reunion we continued our day to Marangu waterfalls. The hike down took about 10 minutes. Up a lot longer with old crooked stairs reaching up to my thighs. Swimming right next to a beautiful natural waterfall trying to beat the current and reach the falls… bliss J




Sunday, April 10, 2011

KIBORLIONI

09.04.2011
Fabric shopping at Kiborlioni market. I’m now the proud owner of 22 meters of colorful fabrics… That’s a whole lot of table cloths and drapes and whatever else doesn’t require me turning into Martha Stewart :D







ANOTHER DAY AT THE OFFICE

08.04.2011
Hanna and Louie bought seeds for beans and maize which the boys were planting all day long along the premises of the prison. During shifts changes the boys painted ketchup bottles and other glass jars to be used as candle holders at a party in a few weeks before I leave. I cleaned an office closet out of years of crap and organized things in the cardboard boxes. I found a box full of old belts which the previous director used to beat the kids and thankfully got permission to throw them away. The closet was full of old papers left there for years. Wolfgang reluctantly promised to go through them and get rid of unnecessary ones as well as file them accordingly. We’ll see if that happens… This whole cleaning thing took about an hour and could have easily been performed by any of the Mama’s any day, but because they are lazy and the only thing keeping Mahabusu from developing, even moving some stuff around seems to be an overwhelming task.


A few days ago two brothers in dirty clothes, an 8 and 11 year old, were brought to Mahabusu. Their mother had taken them to the police when the elder had cursed at her because she refused to buy them new pencils and notebooks for school. After some digging horrible information came about. I won’t write it here but it has to do with incest and you don’t wanna know. These boys need therapy to deal with their twisted gender roles that have been formed by improper adult example and another place to live a.s.a.p. Incest is somewhat common here. Also marital rape is an unknown concept. In a developed country the boys would never be returned home under any circumstances, but here there is no other place to go, unless we can somehow interfere. Child protection doesn’t exist. 

UPENDO ORPHANAGE

07.04.2011
Upendo is the only orphanage for children up to five years old in the whole Kilimanjaro region. Despite this fact they get no financial support from the government. It is run by Catholic nuns. They have capacity for 60 children and at the moment the center is almost full with 52, the youngest being just two weeks old. There are six trained staff members, working in three shifts plus local child care students and volunteers. Most kids are brought in at a very young age either straight from the maternity ward or after the death of the mother. Fathers generally do not care for their offspring. In most cases children are returned to their relatives at the age of two; only at the age of two because relatives are not trusted to take proper care of infants.
Front entrance:

Toddler's bedroom:

Going to the playroom:

Its strange how in a country where the utmost respect is given to elders and where everyone wants many children to work at the farm and secure their own elder days children are at the greatest risk of maltreatment and neglect, especially in cases where a parent gets remarried. Stepparents are known to treat children cruelly and without compassion. They do not consider it worthwhile to spend their time raising another woman’s kids. The results of this can be seen in Mahabusu as well.
Once a child in Upendo reaches the age of five years and hasn’t yet been taken by relatives or adopted a place is sought out for them in an orphanage. There are three exceptions. At the moment Upendo is taking care of three boys over the age of five who have been born with a mental disability. They’ve made these exceptions simply because there are no places with room in all of Tanzania that know how to properly care for disabled individuals. The nuns have therefore decided to keep the kids at Upendo where they have grown up until a better and safe alternative is found.
Playroom:

Dining room:

Naptime:

Upendo is quite well financed with donations from abroad and from volunteers and certainly to a normal local level it is clean and well equipped! The biggest lack they have is of baby formula which costs 9 Euros per can (!!!). One baby finishes a can in two days. A normal laborer i.e. house cleaner or guard gets paid between 400 and 1000 Euros per year. You can easily calculate the unreasonable price of the formula from there. Most people cannot afford it. This is also one reason why relatives do not take small babies as their responsibility. At the moment out of the 52 kids at Upendo 31 are babies, mostly smaller than the medium of their age; smaller because they don’t get enough food.
We were at Upendo with a Finnish couple hoping to adopt a child. They are going for independent adoption without the help of Pelastakaa Lapset, which organizes most international adoptions to Finland. Luckily they have a contact with some important figure here in Tanzania which should speed things up. In Tanzania many things may depend on who you know so networking pays off.  

VOTING IN ARUSHA

06.04.2011
I fulfilled my civic duties today by voting for the parliamentary elections in the Finnish Honorary Consulate in Arusha. I can reveal that my vote landed for a black woman in favor of immigration and gay adoption. In your face Soini :D Afterwards we went to several shops in Arusha for things that you cannot get in Moshi like folders for papers, map of Tanzania etc.







On the way back we stopped at a small village and tried to ask around for Elias’ grandparents. We got directions from Elias as follows: Pass the big bridge, stop at the next village, ask for ‘his grandfathers first name and where he’s originally from’, they live in a house with a red gate. With information like this the task was ambitious and we didn’t succeed. As soon as we stopped the car several people gathered around to help, a few ran to the bar, the grocery store etc. to ask if anyone knew this man. It was very touching how people took genuine interest to help us even though they had no idea of our motives. But with few phones and no addresses this is how things work around here: through word of mouth. Elias has been sentenced to Mbeya, a corrective boarding school across the country and has now been waiting for transfer for four months. He would like to hear from his family before his departure. Most likely his family is not interested in visiting him (his own grandfather brought him to prison), but we were hoping for at least a note we could give him. Anyway the helpful villagers requested we try getting a bit more information and coming back for another try.
Chinese for lunch and Italian for dinner… I’m starting to like this eating out thing J

LOST SONS

05.04.2011
A fourteen year old boy, Baraka, has been sentenced to six hits on the butt with a hard wooden stick executed by a professional from the adult prison. This is the first corporal punishment given while I’ve been here. The judge gave this ruling as a consequence for stealing 50 Euros. He’ll receive the punishment next Tuesday. I spoke with Baraka and as it turns out he’s been living with he’s grandfather and his new wife before the incident, but now his grandfather wants nothing to do with him. According to Baraka the rest of his family treats him as an outcast and doesn’t want to take him in either. It’s been like this for years. The grandfather hasn’t told the judge that he won’t continue caring for him because otherwise the judge would not release him after his punishment. Problem is apparently he has nowhere to go from next Tuesday onwards. The prison director said he would arrange for the boy to get a bus fare back to his village, 45 minutes away, and advised him to go get the village elder, explain his problem and together solve issues with his grandfather. This is a common method used here when dealing with issues within the family. Every village has elders, “wise men”, who can be contacted to serve as unbiased mediators in situations of conflict. Many times a judge will dismiss a case between family members and have it brought back to the village. Meaning it is to be dealt with the help of village elders.
Wolfgang doesn’t see a problem with letting a fourteen year old child travel alone to settle a conflict with people who claim to have no interest in him, but determine whether he has a place to sleep the next night. Well I can’t let him go knowing he’s whole existence might change from child to street child so I’ve arranged for a local friend to drive us over to the village which he luckily has contacts in. We’ll go to see the elders and then hope the grandfather will accept his responsibility and take the boy back home. If not, my friend can make arrangements for Baraka for a few nights and we’ll have to contact orphanages to see if one of them has room. In law a caretaker cannot abandon a child and is meant to care for them which will make it hard to find Baraka another place to stay. In reality at least half of the cases at Mahabusu deal with parental neglect.
I’ve had counseling sessions with each of the kids and have come across 8 cases where the child’s parents most likely have no idea where he or she is; dead or alive. Some have been at Mahabusu for months without a word from the family which gives cause to believe the family thinks they are still at school or working as a house boy/girl with the parents living in another part of the country. Most people don’t have phone numbers and houses don’t have addresses so it is very hard to find them. Mahabusu doesn’t have the funds (and the Mama’s don’t have the interest) to inform relatives of the kids faith. Neither does the police. When a child is caught in act or accused of a crime by someone they are brought straight to Mahabusu through the court house. The police don’t mind themselves with contacting guardians. They’re only concern is the allegedly committed crime. No investigation is performed. If you are accused you’re taken to prison which can easily be for months at a time. The time spent in custody pending trial is not subtracted from your possible sentence. Mariam, a substitute to Beatrice (translator) for the time being, and I will try to find some families or relatives which live in the area.
In general during my time in Mahabusu my concern is not who is innocent and who’s guilty, I’m not a lawyer nor can I influence the courts decisions, but rather human rights, fair treatment, counseling and education. Of course the circumstances limit the possibilities, but even a small step is a step.
At night we said goodbye to Maja and Sara our Danish nurse friends with dinner at an Indian restaurant. Yummy! 

Monday, April 4, 2011

TETTE

02.04.2011
I wrote before about Tette getting in an accident in Kenya. Well here’s the proof:
http://www.iltalehti.fi/uutiset/2011040213477132_uu.shtml
All my sympathies to her, but travel insurance, travel insurance, travel insurance!

HAHAHA THAT DAY AGAIN

01.04.2010
Saw Love and other drugs last night at the Watering Hole, quite a good movie for a romantic drama. Not your typical Hollywood Jennifer Aniston type of flick since the underlying theme was Parkinson’s disease. I woke up this morning to a text message from Louis saying that Hanna and their young son were in the hospital in intensive care. We sat around the table at breakfast all worried when Louis popped his head in through the window screaming April fools laughing his head off. Alright it was funny, but what a terrible thing to joke about! He’d got Hanna as well saying our night guard just called that a tree had fallen on top of our house. I only managed to fool Annika my sister. I sent her a text saying that I’d been asked to lead a project here starting from September lasting for two years. They were already planning a holiday here with her boyfriend :D The project bit is true, but I didn’t accept. Don’t want to stay away from home for so long although the project is very interesting. Miss you my friends! Time has gone by extremely fast; I only have five weeks left here. Have to get on move on work if I want to get everything done that I’ve been planning. I would definitely regret it if I left knowing I didn’t do all I could to improve things at Mahabusu. So gotta get cracking J

Friday, April 1, 2011

ONE OF THOSE DAYS

31.03.2011
The day started with another tiny uprising from the boy’s side. They’re offended with the way they are treated by the Mama’s and quite maturely had set up a discussion space in the classroom before our arrival. They’d lined up all the desks perfectly, carried a table in front and placed a chair behind it for the Mama on duty. When the Mama was asked if they could have a word together they were rudely given the reply:  I don’t want to hear your bullshit. Who do you think I am, you’re mother! Get out of my sight! And they were all locked back inside the bedroom. Of course this is the boy’s side of the story, but I have no reason to doubt it, having witnessed things like this many times. We started class talking about what’s going on. Just general discussion to smooth the mood before starting to study. Didn’t take long before master Mama herself barged in and shouted: “Are you talking or teaching? You don’t talk about this. The boys don’t need to say anything. Teach now, teach!” What a c**t! So we switched to the days lesson, but I went to talk to her during the break through gritted teeth. Typical to her split/sadistic/psycho personality she was all smiles and of course she understands that I’m a social worker not a teacher and of course I can do my job bla bla bla.
Later on the boys and all staff had a meeting to discuss the issues at hand. Wolfgang, the director, explained smartly why the boys don’t get the eggs from chickens donated to them, why they will not get new shoes if someone broke theirs after only two weeks of usage and how the government does not give enough money for the prison. He is as well disappointed in the boy’s behavior of ungratefulness. There are no medicines so when someone is really sick he pays for it out of his own pocket. According to him the boys need to learn to be more appreciative with what they get, which is true. This whole happening could have been entirely avoided though, were the boys kept on track at all about what is happening and with simple on-going dialect between the boys and the staff. Today’s meeting was supposed to be a chance for everyone to be able to speak of their troubles yet it turned out to be a speech from the staff. The Mama echoed Wolfgang in the background with comments of not such constructive nature. “Think about it. We are the only ones who take care of you. Your family doesn’t love you because you are so stubborn. They never visit because you’re bad children…” OMG! With her nature the only job I’d recommend her for would have been an SS officer in camp.
If you think of it simply, the life the boys lead in prison can be compared to the death camps in some ways (of course not nearly as horrific). The prisoners work, are beaten and have no concept of their release or the developments in their cases. They have an uncertainty of the end which creates a sort of provisional existence. If you cannot see the end it’s hard to live for the future or aim at a goal. Many boys have become increasingly apathetic during their stay. Some counseling would do wonders. Or a hug.
                                                                                                                                                                             

TINKA TINKA

30.03.2011
Interesting lesson about domestic violence with the boys today. At first they found the whole concept quite funny since beatings are such a normal part of life here. Slowly while learning about the possible consequences their expressions turned serious and they asked many good questions. We discussed a lot about how they are in no way required to continue the pattern of domestic violence they may have learned at home and how each individual is responsible for making their own choices. A dozen serious, pensive boys left the classroom and if at least one of them refrains from violence in their life I’ll be very happy!
In the afternoon we had booked a time to learn how to paint in Tinka Tinka style, an old Tanzanian traditional art form originally created by Mr. Tinka Tinka. As none of us can actually paint we were very happy to find that the owner of the shop did most of the work and left the coloring in for us :D Of course they are my initials on the bottom so if someone asks… ;)      
                                                                




HOT SPRINGS

28.03.2011
A day of bliss resulting in a burned stomach, back and legs. A fairytale pond in the style of the old movie Blue Lagoon; behind country villages only accessible by driving on the bottom of a river during dry season. Swam, sun bathed and ate our lunch amongst charming nature, meter long lizards and huge monkeys. The water was so clear you could see to the bottom no matter how deep it got. Snorkeling provided views of fish, turtles and an underwater cave with air bubbles coming out of it (do not want to know why!!) You almost expected to see an ancient sunken ship. We gathered our courage to swim through an opening at the back of the pond only about three meters wide. Trees lowered their roots and branches into the water and a few times we got tangled in the underwater foliage. Just had to try stay as close to the surface as possible. The narrow transition path resembling something from the Amazon opened up into a bigger pond, the water surface tucked by algae. The perfect place for human eating crocodiles. Needless to say we swam back as fast as we could :D





MKOMBOZI

26.03.2011
Kaisa and I visited Mkombozi street center for their monthly “talent show”. Mainly boys of all ages rapped, danced and sang for an audience of their peers. The atmosphere was like at a real gig. The commentators we’re funny and included the audience which consisted of disadvantaged and street children from all over the city. Many walked for over an hour to get there.






Apparently Mkombozi is one of the rare centers which don’t have financial issues. They won’t even take just any volunteers, but require a university degree for example in psychology to provide therapy for their kids. On the other side of the street is Mkombozi orphanage which can afford to send its children to school J.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

INTERNET AGAIN! FINALLY

22.03.2011
Painted fruit and vegetables on the kitchen walls with the boys today. They were so proud of the results J
There is a new local intern from Dar Es Salaam called Antony, working at Mahabusu for the next month. I was excited that we could brainstorm ideas together, but turns out he’s impossible to talk to. Whatever conversation I try to start he ends up talking about his plans for the future. It’s his first time working and his English is not too strong so maybe I shouldn’t count on getting much positive input. The director Wolfgang is gone for the entire week without so much as a notice about cancelling all our meetings, argh!
Tette, the Finnish woman who’s been helping street kids here for a couple years, was in an accident in Mombasa a few weeks ago. We just got news today that she was in a coma for a week and a half, but has now woken up and gotten cleared to fly to Finland for a check-up. Her friend said she can’t remember at least the past two weeks before the accident, nor does she realize that she’s quite foggy and confused. Let’s hope she’ll recover back to normal.
The street boys I’ve visited once in a while have gotten a brand new, shall I say interesting, life. A local older Rasta and his Swedish wife have also been their benefactors for some years. Now that Tette has been out of the picture they’ve decided to take matters into their own hands and have rented a big house where they now live with sixteen teenage boys! Good for them, but I sure hope they’ve thought this through and are prepared for years of support. From no children to sixteen… fingers crossed!
Wuhuuuuuuuu! Internet is back on after over a week of no signal :D

BLACK SWAN

18.-20.2011
To my great surprise I woke up on Friday to my alarm… In the morning! YEY! It worked J
Work on Friday and Saturday consisted of finishing painting the classroom walls which got greatly postponed since I was on sick leave for the whole week. But now the classroom looks great! I’ll post pics when the cupboard for materials is finished.
Saturday night the girls of the house had dinner at Watering Hole followed by watching the Black Swan. Definitely an Oscar worthy performance by Natalie Portman! The mind of her character was portrayed with such excellence. The director would have deserved a prize as well. Not a movie for the faint hearted!

Here’s an example of Tanzanian work ethic: We called one of our taxi drivers James, who on his business card advertises himself as the best taxi driver, to pick us up from the movies and take us to a club for some proper dancing. “I’m coming”, he said. Us four girls waited and waited in the dark alley for half an hour with no sign of anyone. Another phone call and two text messages to “the best taxi driver” clarified the situation as follows: “I sent my friend. He is not coming”. Great! Thanks James :D

ETC…

17.03.2011
Went for a follow-up, got the same injection and orders of no tomatoes, beans, beer, soda and so on for six weeks. If this continues over the weekend then it calls for a gastro at the hospital (which will be a local one over my dead body. Luckily there’s a better hospital an hour and a half away in Arusha.)
The local diet is very, how should I explain it, fried! I can’t think of anything which doesn’t have butter, too much oil, mayo or a lot of salt. No wonder tourists get stomach problems. As one of the Mama’s at Mahabusu once said: “In Europe you eat very thin food. Now you have to eat what we eat and get fat like Agnes” (another, very big, Mama) :D


Menu for the first week of the month. Don't be fooled by the healthy beans and salad... they'll be ruined by mayoneise or oil  before they hit the table XD

FRUSTRATING

16.03.2011
The medicine’s had no effect so back I went to the shrine of pointless cueing. Since there was nothing wrong in the labs taken a couple days ago and the medicine hasn’t worked the doctor decided to give me an intravenal injection of something to remove acid in the stomach all together. The nurse wouldn’t give me the description paper for some reason, but since I hadn’t slept for four nights I really didn’t care what it was as long as it helped. The days are alright in comparison, but any attempt to lie down will have painful consequences. The fact that drinking milk helps for a little while and that a horizontal position is the wrong move hints at your basic (very long lasting) heart burn, but since the medicine doesn’t work, who knows… I’ve become a very common sight on the living room couch trying to catch a few eyefuls :D

TOUR OF MAWENZI HOSPITAL

15.03.2011
Nope, luckily not as a patient... The stomach pain is still there, but I didn’t want to miss this opportunity… Two girls from the house, Danish Sara and Maja, are doing their nursing internship at local Mawenzi hospital and got permission from the matron to show us around. The wards were separate small one story buildings joined together by a concrete walkway across the premises. Most entrances were crowded by waiting relatives.  Sorry, no pictures allowed. Friendly word of advice: don’t read if you’re easily disgusted.
Psychiatric wards; male and female: Disturbing. Patients sat outside on the ground or inside on their beds. Some were asleep, others swung from side to side murmuring to themselves, some welcomed us happily, some were tied to bed and looked at the ceiling deliriously. The smell was awful. The lack of staff causes limited washing possibilities. A male patient took notice of us by shouting: “This is Africa! I am the King of Africa! Salute the King of Africa!” As we didn’t react in the way he wished we we’re escorted out of the ward by two pointed hands and threats to shoot us all in the head. Most patients don’t get any medicine, but the ones in danger to themselves or others are doped up to the extent of losing all function ability. Mental illnesses are still a taboo in Tanzania.
Surgical wards; male and female: Broken legs, burns etc. Beds covered the long hall-like room by the dozen on both sides. The nurses only get a limited amount of gloves for each week, thus only tasks involving a lot of blood deserve the use of protective gloves. Hands are washed in water poured from a container into a basin sort of like at a camping ground. There were few medicines in a wooden closet. The patient’s charts are often misplaced and sometimes even travel to other wards by accident. The bed sheets are changed daily, but more often than not there aren’t enough to go around. The nurses start at the closest end every morning, leaving the ones at the other end in dirty sheets for days. At female surgical ward there is a small side room where abortions are performed mostly by scraping. No pain killers are provided and crying is portrayed as a sign of unnecessary weakness. The room has nothing but a bed with stirrups for the feet and buckets on the floor, where the fetus is dropped and then thrown in the garbage. The smell was horrible. Small children were at the female surgical ward with mothers by their sides. These tiny patients don’t receive pain killers either which makes the daily cleaning of the burns and removal of clothing and other dirt from the body a very heartbreaking experience. A girl of about 2 had had hot oil fall on her body of which half was completely burned. She lay on her bed covered by a metal cage preventing anything from touching the healing flesh. Bandages are scarce so infection is very common. The wards are only so called surgical wards since the Tanzanian government closed a large number of surgeries about a year ago due to serious deficits and poor hygiene. When complications raise patients need to be transferred to the nearest surgery at KCMC hospital on the other end of town.
Medical wards; male and female: set up as the surgical wards, but treatment is provided for malaria, infections, hiv etc.
X-ray: People waited by the tens in the sun outside of the x-ray room. We weren’t allowed to enter, but Maja said most of them will have to wait the whole day. It was a positive surprise that the hospital has an x-ray machine. Apparently old, but it works.
Laboratory: Around forty to fifty people sitting or standing outside waiting for their test results. According to the nurses, in general, most come to get tested for HIV.
The morgue: In front a pickup truck waited covered by flowers and a cross on the hood of the car. The family of a deceased one was waiting for the body to be carried out so they could start the funeral proceedings. We went in through the back to where the bodies are stored in supposedly frozen temperatures on metal gurneys in iced boxes (like in CSI). Unfortunately the electricity often goes out so some of the bodies melt and freeze again repeatedly. We had reluctantly agreed to go into the morgue in the hopes of not actually having to see anything, but to our bad luck a body was wheeled in from the right at the same time as one was pulled out of the frozen box. Both were wrapped in dirty bed sheets. Tanzanians have memory services for the ones that have passed away for days at a time which seems more touching then a two hour coffee and cake function sitting around crying strangers.     
Laundry room: Sara and Maja had talked about the sheets only getting washed in 40 degrees, but today for a happy surprise the machine tumbled at 60. Judging by the stained and bloody “clean” sheets hanging outside drying, hygienic is not a word I would use for anyone having to lie in them. 
Maternity and labour ward: About ten soon-to-be mothers lied on beds in one big room, some sharing with one or two other women. No one had visitors and the nurses we’re nowhere to be seen. Birth in Tanzania is a quick process. The mother’s are admitted a bit before and discharged only a couple hours after giving birth! According to Maja and Sara no pain medication is given in this ward either. If something goes wrong during the birth transfer to another hospital is needed which decreases the babies chance of survival. If a baby doesn’t survive the birth, no empathy is given and the patient is expected to get on with life immediately. The second room of the maternity ward housed about six mothers and their newborn babies getting a demonstration on how to use diapers. In a few minutes they would all be on their feet on their way home with the newest addition to the family.   
Neo-natal ward: We weren’t allowed to enter because of a high risk of infection, but a glance through the door was met by worried mothers. Babies with complications from or after birth are brought here. When the electricity goes out, this ward has the most challenges of keeping the little ones alive.
Pediatric  ward: Malaria, worms, infections etc.
HIV clinic: They organize lectures on life with HIV on a weekly basis and have nurses available for advice. HIV is a huge taboo and many who get sick are shun by their family and community. HIV awareness has taken a huge step in Tanzania and people are terrified of the disease. Yet when I arranged for a group of Norwegians to come have a lesson about HIV at Mahabusu they weren’t allowed to show condoms to the group of 14-17 year olds as condoms are regarded as inappropriate and should only be known to adults.
In general: The nurses do their best with limited resources. In some cases the hospital provides one small meal per day. Most have to be fed by visiting relatives. Sara and Maja have helped a couple women financially who haven’t eaten for days or are stuck at the hospital because they can’t afford the bus fair home. Many times we felt that we saw too much as the nurses ushered us in, but no one seemed to be bothered by visitors. They don’t have any privacy in the wards either way. Many methods used are straight from the 60’s or 70’s and of course lack of resources provides additional obstacles. Sara and Maja are trying to educate in alternative ways whenever possible. Since going through updated research or case studies is pretty much pointless show and tell has proved to be the best.                                                                                    

HEALTH CARE WESTERN STYLE FROM AN INDIAN IN AFRICA

14.03.2011
I’ve been slipping on this writing thing, but I‘ll try to be more diligent from now on. This is already so much better than any of my attempts to keep a diary as a child though. I had to have so many of them and none got more than two filled pages.     
My stomach ache didn’t pass after all so I paid a visit to an Indian doctor. First you had to line up to get a waiting number, then wait to be called, then line up to pay the doctor’s fee, wait for the nurse to take your blood pressure and then wait for the doctor. The doctor sent me to labs which required me to line up to pay the lab fees, wait to be called, wait an hour for the results and wait for the doctor again. And that’s not all folks. Naturally after all this fun waiting I still had to wait to give the receptionist my prescription who then passed it on to the next woman whom I waited for in line to pay for my medicine after which I cued again to get the medicine from the pharmacist. Phew… never again I hope!
ps. This was a “fancy” office where the basic doctor’s fee is 3000TZS = 1,50 €, a sum which is paid for a sterile needle and clean environment and which the majority of locals cannot afford. They go without care or scrape up some shillings to visit the public health services or hospital.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

REST IN A FETUS POSITION

12.-13.03.2011
I woke up with a terrible stomach ache on Saturday morning that continued up till about 19.00 tonight. Naturally it’s all gone now since it’s a work day tomorrow. The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, right mom… My dear mother mostly only gets sick in the weekends and is back in shape at the latest a couple hours before work starts. What a dedicated employee ;) Not all bad though, I read a whole book and feel lucky since I wasn’t one of my friends who traveled on a bus for 8 hours from Dar Es Salaam yesterday each squirming in their seats suffering from diarrhea. Not fun!

DISTRIBUTING HAPPINESS

11.03.2011
For the very first time during my stay all the boys played football together today. Why? Because some lovely individuals held out a helping hand J Up to today the boys have shared four pairs of shoes. It’s impossible to play bare foot on the scorching concrete (trust me, I’ve tried!) so they’ve taken turns with shoes. Well not anymore. I brought in 20 pairs of shoes and oh the joy! Everyone got a pair in their size and the extras will be saved for newcomers. Lunch was also a new experience since everyone got a spoon and a cup J Greetings to whom it may concern: ”MANY THANK YOU FINLAND FRIENDS” :D
Had a very long chat with Wolfgang and got all the boys information. There are no contact details of family members for most of them. The police are only concerned about the accused crime and thus some families don’t know for weeks where their kids are. Mahabusu has no funds for searching or contacting the family even if their is one. At the moment five boys are just waiting for a transfer to a boarding school for difficult children which is located across the country. Some have been waiting since September last year. Police transport is expensive for the two day journey and thus they need to wait for at least two more to be sentenced there until they will get to move.
The Mama’s lack confidence and training. Only one is a trained social worker who hasn’t had update training in nine years. Some of them have worked at Mahabusu for ten years so you’d think they would have learned something on the job, but no. Here if you have a job, that’s all you need; who cares about being good at it or developing your skills. According to Wolfgang the Mama’s lock the boys up so often just because they lack the confidence to be around them. They have no problem leaving me behind locked doors with 15 boys though. I do understand that the mama’s have had bad experiences of kids running away or plotting something against them in the past and that is why they’re scared. Nevertheless all that’s needed is an eye for the situation. We need to get rid of this good guy (me)- bad guy (mama’s) set up and oblige them to have interaction with the boys. After all they are caretakers not prison guards. Wolfgang said that when he started as a director one year ago he had to do everything himself because no one else knew how. He’s slowly starting to delegate simple jobs to the other workers and has begun to hold weekly meetings. Wolfgang is a blessing for the prison and with time I’m sure he’ll be able to make big improvements. Luckily he’s got me to help him for now and we seem to be on the same page on where to get started. So mama’s watch out, you’ll have to start working at work soon :D

WORK FILLED WEEK

07.-10.03.2011
I’ve worked all day and all night all week so nothing much to report though it’s been an excellent week. Lots of studying, which all the boys aren’t used to, but to balance things also music, art and dance in sports class. My favorite was definitely the dancing. I taught the boys a reggaeton warm-up and a simple series of steps. They found it hilarious :D We finished up with stretching which they’d repeated at night in the bedroom. On Wednesday we had a whole day of first aid. I requested the Mama’s to join in since I doubt they’ve ever attended such a class, but only one bothered to show up and stayed for about three minutes. Oh well, their loss… At least the boys now know how to act in an emergency. Getting really sick of the Mama’s lying without any reason about things like oh I locked them up in the five minutes you were gone because they wanted to rest argh!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

HEALER, ANYONE?

05.- 06.03.2011
For the very first time at my home away from home I woke in a terrible mood (first time in five weeks, not bad)!  All week I’d been woken up at 6.00 to our gardener singing under my window or the donkey saying good morning to him and was really looking forward to catching Z’s at least till ten. Well at 8.30 the house shook as someone started to fix the living room ceiling. Got up accompanied by a few curse words, had breakfast and decided to give bed another shot cause the day got off to such a bad start. Well…. apparently I needed the sleep since the next time I opened my eyes the time was no less than 14.00 :D
On to other news… Close to a city called Arusha, lives a man who according to him has gotten a gift from God. He strips bark off a certain tree, boils it in water, and when drank this water can heal any disease a person may have including HIV. It only works under the special tree thus people have to come to him for the “treatment”, he cannot go to them. Everyone from government officials to farmers has heard of this man and apparently important people from abroad as well have flown to see him. The whole nation is healer crazy! People are traveling all across the country by the bus full’s to get a sip of this magic water. Some very sick individuals have died on their journey which was the last hope for many. Tourists are finding it hard to book safaris since most drivers noticed it more profitable to drive people to see the old man and back. At the moment the line is 5 days long!! Thousands and thousands of people are sleeping under the stars, water and food is extremely expensive and mother’s who had no other option are there with their young children. It must be only a matter of time before chaos breaks out. Let’s hope the healer doesn’t suddenly run out of his water because there is no saying what kind of a reaction that will bring out from a gigantic group of people that believe their life will soon be saved by water touched by the hand of God...